Say A Little Prayer For Me

When all you sweet friends are settling in for the night say a little prayer for me and my family. The only reason I'm writing this post tonight is to get some stuff out and put it on a safe outlet where only friends and family read this blog. Without getting into too much, I have been going though some rough patches the past couple of weeks and it's starting to affect me more than emotionally. It's enough to make me so anxious that I've been having chest pains and knots in my stomach. I've been one to look at the glass half full but sometimes life just beats you down so much that that glass starts to empty slowly. There is only so much a person can fake a smile until the dam breaks and you just break down. There is a lot that's on my mind and heart and I'm praying about how to deal with some of it in a Christian manner. Easier said than done! So if my posts seem few and far between, I'll come around one day. I just don't have as much light hearted and fun things to talk about except my wonderful family, sweet friends and my relationship with God, in which I'm feeling more drawn to through some of these difficult times. I am grateful to the ones who have listened to me and really care about me. Your tenderheartedness will never be taken for granted. Thanks for listening and don't forget about that little prayer! I love you all.

On a positive note, I am looking forward to a wonderful Christmas with my family and Ethan turning two. God has certainly blessed our family and I could not be more grateful.